5 weeks of training... 5 Weeks of learning... 5 Weeks of tears... 5 weeks of joys... 5 weeks of challenge... Wow.... All in all is 5! lolz ;)
Looking back at the last 5 weeks, indeed I had grown up alot. The day when I stepped into the place that is out of my comfort zone, I just had unspeakable words that stuck deep inside my "belly". A time where my conviction collide with my belief; a challenge to stand up for God. A fear that grip and whisper into my ears and said "hey that's going to be difficult". I stood and feel a sudden lost. The road that I had been walking is still the same; but the routes that I am taking had seemed to be different. As I am walking along this road of anxiety, thank God for His people, where I get the support from; though fewer due to some going NS; but yet it is sufficient. The Lord had taught me to be stronger than before.
The day where school should be a fun and exhilrating place to be at; but turns out to be so different. Feeling incentric inside of me, I look at every corners and every points that I can search for. I begin to see clearer, much clearer than before. The expectations seem high, but it is a time of moulding. As I think... As I cried... As I laugh to myself... Indeed this is something that I had to learn and move on.
Hey, these learning and tears that were poured out are worth of :0 Looking at those little kids in my school I just fill with endless of joy and excitment. They always made my days... They always melt my heart... I really miss their presence. Thanks for the supports; thanks for all. You all will never be forgotten in the chapter of my life.. All the best sweet angels. Be strong and I will be too. :) See ya soon in Feb'09 :)
Glory to GOD!
Looking back at the last 5 weeks, indeed I had grown up alot. The day when I stepped into the place that is out of my comfort zone, I just had unspeakable words that stuck deep inside my "belly". A time where my conviction collide with my belief; a challenge to stand up for God. A fear that grip and whisper into my ears and said "hey that's going to be difficult". I stood and feel a sudden lost. The road that I had been walking is still the same; but the routes that I am taking had seemed to be different. As I am walking along this road of anxiety, thank God for His people, where I get the support from; though fewer due to some going NS; but yet it is sufficient. The Lord had taught me to be stronger than before.
The day where school should be a fun and exhilrating place to be at; but turns out to be so different. Feeling incentric inside of me, I look at every corners and every points that I can search for. I begin to see clearer, much clearer than before. The expectations seem high, but it is a time of moulding. As I think... As I cried... As I laugh to myself... Indeed this is something that I had to learn and move on.
Hey, these learning and tears that were poured out are worth of :0 Looking at those little kids in my school I just fill with endless of joy and excitment. They always made my days... They always melt my heart... I really miss their presence. Thanks for the supports; thanks for all. You all will never be forgotten in the chapter of my life.. All the best sweet angels. Be strong and I will be too. :) See ya soon in Feb'09 :)
Glory to GOD!
