Looking Forward, laying behind

Wow, times flies.. Now is alreadly the midst of November le.. Ever since the start of school, my life is filled with tons of challenges and excitment. :) Life is full of ups and downs, many time I almost slip and fall; but thank to a God who is always merciful and graceful to me. In moment like this, I just feel so supported.. How warm is that; when you are able to rest in the arms your Father in heaven. :p Though, tests after tests have placed in front of me; I know is it because I still have to learn and change. God wants us to have a stubborn faith; a faith that could not be shaken in time of despair and crashing.

Today, I was told by one of my friend that the D-Day is near; but who cares whether is it near of not. Live the best for God; as He will come like a their where no one know; so that when He comes, we are also ready to be accountable to Him ma.. ^^ I was really challenged during these two weeks; I began to think back when I was a little child; someone who yearn for great things and was simple and OK to everything my authorities.. Thank God for His grace that I remained obedient than rebellious. Though sometime how I wish to be naughty and try all things out and for once who scolded vulgarities to grasp the attentions of my friends. But what do I get.. A defeat in self; feeling small and thinking why can't I be like others. Thank God, He taught me how to be grateful in life.. He taught me how to love; He taught me to cherish the little that I have and be faithful to it. All these while, He has not failed; though I fail Him mant times.. God IS INDEED AN AWESOME GOD :)

Just want to thank God for the following things:
1) Thank God for His Provison
2) Thank God for His love
3) Thank God for His Healing and Restoration
4) Thank God for His faithfulness in my studies and family
5) Thank God for giving me a 2nd and infinity chance to change

Lastly; thank God for making me a unqiue person. Though I am not perfect; but I will strive to become more like Jesus one day.. Sorry to those who I have not made your day; and thank you to those who choose to support me in times of trials.. :)

Whatever happens, I had chosen to look forward; and lay everything behind that would seek to hinder me from the prize in heaven. Great day guys... ;)