
DingDongDongDong~Dong Dong Dong Dong~ Well sound familiar? That's right this is what we always hear in school. A sound that we all always look forward to. It tells us that, hey few more hours to recess.; few more hours to home. I guess this sound will surely be missed by me. Why? Because I had graduated as a full-pledged beginner teacher. Though I will still hear the bell ring, I believe that would not be the same as before.
As I looked back my life, things have not been easy for me. I must say it was a year of venture then. Stresses are bound to have but the whole mentality of facing it is rather important. As I am typing, my heart feel the pains that i faced in the past. At the same time, I also feel the joy for able to walk through this long and uncertain journey. The laughter and tears we all once shared; te goals and the visions we all talked about; the compliments and arguments we all gone through had really made us united and strong. Thanks for the companionship. A friend who curry favor and take advangtage of you is rather alot; whereas a true and transparent friendship is rather hard to find. My friends in NIE and STP, I really enjoy the days we are together. Well though we may be seperating or some of us; remember the bonds we once shared.
My heart feel like crying not because I am emo, but the tears of joy just want to rushed out from the bottom of the supression I had been going through. The supression of fear and uncertainties; the supression of anger and disappointments and such. I must really thank the Lord for what He has done. In the past, people questioned me and said: "hey is this really what you want for the rest of your life? Are you sure you will not regret it. Brother be realistic, go for better career." How discouraging ah. Anyway I saw God's faithfulness even when I doubt Him. I saw His love embracing me. I saw his discipline over me. My soul and spirit I trust in Him. You lead me through even people do not trust me. You know I detest all those feeling from peoples. Yet You had taught me the meaning of "iron sharpens irons". I am not worthy yet you place your stake on me by dying for me on the cross. A grateful heart is what i feel now.
This is the day I proudly say and I want to tell the world that this God I am serving is real and awesome. Go on and say He is not real. Go on and say He only bless the riches. But I must testify from my burning heart, He is a God of realness. A God who never give up on His children. A God who is there through the darkest moment of our lives. Who shall be against me when the Lord is for me.
Practicum... I had done with and I had fight a good fight. I had run the race and I had done it well. God leads me as you bring me to the next phase of life. God I need you! I need your love and strength. I need the favor of Yours and mankind. God the challenges You had given to me, I will strive to overcome it.
Thank you Lord. Though the war is over, challenges are still on her ways. I am ready. Don't you dare me!